July 28th

  this sunday was disjoint. marie back from vacation but went with the out laws to have a wake for gma atencio in colo. sandy taking salma home. so , wandered out got to the ranch and chris ' truck ikes' truck, maybe tims. but no one was home.little house was locked and i thought  about getting the key  big house was open but the boys had headed out. well couldn't  that cll thing . texted but no response .  sat on the porch kinda numb  ,stareing off into space. kinda thought  i wanted a cigarette. image i think.looked at the grass is wonderful. chris must be living right.was getting up to feed chickens and gather eggs . stupid phone rang. some body with the miseries . so i was off to sort it out. 

   constantine said ag people are dispensed from sabbath obligation . we spent our day dispensed. sandy made it home  ,all is well.